| okkkk. so i havnt wrote in this in a while. alot has been happening. loseing friends gaining friends. its all crazy. i really want to move to houston for good. its just hard when you are really close with your mom. right now the whole boy thing sucks major. i mean i like this one dude. but he only likes me when he wants to like me. its getting on my nerves. cuz im not with that dumb dumb shit. im with that real bitch smart smart shit. lol. and he gets jelous when i hang out with my friends who are boys. i mean at least someone wants to hang out with me right. well yeah anywhoo i wanna just say that I LOVE SAVANNA for everything you did last night. thank you so much. ok so today im hanging out with a new friend named zach. hes pretty badass. hes john james's friend. wieerrrddd. so yeah im really bored. and decided to write in this. cuz i heard successful ppl write in journals. and baby its 2007 so i upgraded to blog hahaha. well i get to hang out with tara i think this weekend. im nervous. i dont want her to bring anything up from the pasat. i mean me and kristin didnt. and we are doing just fine. oh and by the way i got her a present. its soo cute. i just need a chain. its like a charm clover. its really cute. i thnk she will like it. anywhay i guess thats all for now. ill proabably write in here again. cuz im bored as hell. oh and thats another thing i need to stop cussing. its horrible. |
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| so i did something really retarded lastnight. something i shouldnt of done. and now i feeel sooooooooo bad. im just a bad person. idk im sooo depressed right now its not even funny. |
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| well, diets indeed suck ass. im on a diet. and it stinks cuz i want some fattening food. but nooooo. i cant have taht. well yesturday me and addie worked out. that was fun. and today was pointless. and right now myspace is being stupid. therefore. im bored. haha. gosh i have no life. well yeah some ppl piss me off. and i cant stand how some ppl are just rude. but then again i understand now. cuz sometimes im mean. and im sure they dont like it. well yeah im bored. i guess ill go to sleep. but remember always get
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| so i def am not in a good mood. me and mi madre are in a fight. but i did get my jasons deli. so yeah im bored. i just got out of the shower. and now im watching reba and drinking some tea. its really good. so this whole diet thing really sucks. i just want some cake. haha. but nope im not giving in. lol. soo yeah prom is coming up. i need a date. i want a drink, party, makeout, stay the night with and not have any worries in the morning kinda date. my dress is totally hott. and i have this awesome girl doing my hair. so i have all taht taken care of. this prom thing is def not gonna be like homecoming. am i right mr. brandon bennett. yesh i am. you loser. lol. well anywhoo. i hope i passed those two test. or i will shoot myself. at least one would be great. well yeah im boreeddd.. i need a boyfriend. i think i would be less bored. and not liek that you perv. ohhh guess what. so today i totally saw you know whos brother. and they loook soo much alike. that its crazy. i miss him.. =( im a loser. well yeahh i guess thats it.. for now. duces. |
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